Growing into Me with Bipolar

Things Are Changing


It feels like things are changing.  Like something different is coming.  Like the current way is on its way out.  I don’t know what these changes will bring, but it seems like being here may no longer fit well.

It feels like a complete, brand new me and brand new perceptions, are going to move in.  I think I will need to be focusing on living in the now, and preparing for the future moreso than just getting through the days as fast as I can, just so the day will end and I can sleep, repeat, repeat.

Maybe this will be the ‘real’ life, the life I have been searching for forever.  Drifting like muddy water in the streets, never finding relief, moving back as much as forward, never making real progress, but maybe, soon, just maybe, I will find my pieces and put myself together again, a new me.  One that moves forward and with purpose.  Damaged, but mended, and whole for the first time in forever.

I don’t know if I will continue to write here, or if it will be infrequent or often, but I will still read and respond to all those of you I have grown to care for over the last 3 years.

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Comments on: "Things Are Changing" (7)

  1. Take care of yourself first!

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  2. Those changes sound very grounded, Kat, but my selfish side hopes we don’t lose you completely

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  3. Kat, I am excited to read that you, too, are feeling a sea change. I’m rooting for you. You’ve done your time, it’s time for things to turn around in a really good way. Only GOOD surprises from now on!

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  4. manyofus1980 said:

    I hope you’ll still update us on how it is moving forward. We’d really like to hear about all that your getting up to. Yay for a brand new you!

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  5. Best wishes on a new journey 🙂 glad you’ll still be around and keeping in touch ❤ u!

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